Through The Looking Glass Review

I loved this movie. Through the Looking Glass was simply amazing. I have heard of the movie before, but never actually seen it and now I wish I had. The detail in which Steven (the main character) fabricated these stories was brilliant, exciting and quite believable. Until the end was closing in, I had no doubt he was a great journalist. Then, because of one story, his whole line was exposed and blown up in front of him. I still think without a doubt he was an amazing writer. The way he described everything in his pieces was brilliant. The man was so imaginative that he even fabricated his own world to escape from and feel special and noteworthy, speaking in the classroom. I was pretty shocked when everything started coming out of the works, I would never had assumed he was lying about his work because it sounded very solid.

My World

I grew up about 100 miles East of Springfield, MO in a small town called Mountain View. I was raised on a farm 5 miles outside of the actual town, so I was separated from many of the other children my age. I never had any friends and there wasn't much to do other than roam the fields and woodlands that bordered the farm. I had 3 younger siblings, a brother and two sisters, but they never peaked to my amount of fun. They never could keep up with me or find joy in the same activities and since I never had any friends out there, I was left to my own devices. No matter how boring things seemed or how terrible my childhood felt, I always had one place that I could sink into and escape. I always had that one place where no one else could find me or barge into and I was free to do whatever I wanted to do and be whoever I wanted to be. At first guess, you might think it was the woodlands, maybe a place I carved out for myself. There was no way I could fight mighty dragons and rescue princesses, no way for me to be the pilot of a fighter jet shooting down the enemy to save the country. The woods were no place for me to keep my kingdom… This one place I could always rely on was, in fact, my own mind. My mind was the one place I knew I could trust. The only place that would never let me down, because of years of practice, it was the only thing that could save me from the pain of growing up with no father and no friends, the pain of growing up with no money to do anything or go anywhere. None of this was by choice as I was not in control of my parents or the other kids in school. I had to find a way to pick up the slack where others had struggled to hold and to escape the ever lonesome world I was living in. I looked to the woods, I looked to the grassy fields and to the room in which I slept, but could never find exactly what I was looking for until I decided to look past all of what was there and tried to focus more on what wasn't there. In this process, I found the world locked inside my own head, the people who listened to the things I said and who loved the same things I did, the things that my family couldn't afford and the life that I wanted to live. Everything at this point was better in my world, the grass was greener, the trees larger, the sun brighter, and the air fresher.

            At any point I could take everything around me including people, sounds, buildings, even voices and create an entirely new world or just simply take a conversation and make it more interesting by changing the tone or the expressions the other person uses in my head. I can visually morph anything and everything around me to my specifications. This makes everything I do and everyone I encounter fun and exciting, keeps me interested in life. Without My World I would be lost, devastated, not knowing what to do or how to react. I would have never had the chance to enjoy what life has to offer and would be trapped in an uncompassionate, simplistic, self-loathing state of mind that I would let everything and everyone pass me by. While keeping in the material world, I was able to tear through the veil and introduce my own immaterial world into the material. I broke through Rene Descartes’ idea that one can pretend they have no body, but not that they did not exist. On dark, cold, and rainy days I would escape from my bedroom and run outside into the sun’s warm embrace, step onto the plush grass that covered the rolling hills and through the rows of trees that stretched as far as the eye could see. The warm spring air would fill my lungs and I could sprint barefoot as the soft ground would sink beneath my feet with every step. Not a sound could be heard aside from the rushing of the wind through the trees and birds in the skyline, no thunder or trace of terrible times. The possibilities that were possible in My World were unlimited, it was a place where anything could happen and everything was brilliant. My life was perfect, my worries were empty, and my cares focused on other things as I was able to enjoy my days. No one was left to suffer in My World, no one was made to feel lonely or to feel bored with nothing to do. No one could ruin My World because I would not allow them the chance. Nobody could ever understand why I was never bothered by any hardships encountered in my childhood or how I could stand to be around certain people, but I could do anything I wanted. They were unable to experience life the way I was able to, unable to find the joys in the monotony of everyday life. This allowed me to live beyond what others could see.

            Let’s face it, not everyone has to grow up without a father or live in what seems like pure solitude and not everyone has to deal with the same problems in life, but each and every one of us find different ways to cope with our problems, to find solutions and my solution was to create a world of my own, a world were anything was possible and nobody was alone. I created heaven on Earth and I was supreme ruler. I have always been able to find some way or another to find a solution to any problems I may be faced with simply by entering my own mind. I could think of ways to break barriers with others or to cope with losses growing up. In an article published in 2012 by psychiatrist Dr. Jeremy Dean, he even says that finding a distraction is one of the best ways to get over the feeling of worry or being down in the dumps, because suppressing something is never the way to go for it could have a rebound effect that would make it worse. I learned that as long as I have myself, I will never be alone and no matter how often one were to poke fun at me or to try and bury me, I would push through and wipe the dirt from my face as I continue my journey through my amazing life. After all the years have passes, I have yet to be shaken or broken by what has happened. I have yet to be hurt or destroyed by what others have said to me or to let those around me have control over who I am and what I want because I am in control and I can do anything I set my mind to. My World has shown me many things over the years and has taught me how to live life to the fullest no matter what happens. It has helped to create an unlimited supply of happiness that I try to spread to others who are less fortunate to have the ability to look past all the terrible things in life and find the joy in it all. My World is far more brilliant and full of passion and memories than any other place I have visited in the 26 years I have roamed this world. It is far more colorful and exciting than any other place and it can never be recreated by any other because it is unique. My World is the most important discovery I have ever made and will remain the only place I have ever visited that I would look forward to returning to more than anything. I only wish I could bring others to visit this wonderful place, but I can only provide them with glimpses of what is locked away inside. 

This I Believe (Finished)

Matthew Young

Kelly Anthony

English 101

February 17^th, 2014

This I Believe

God... Who might that be? Could it be one? Could it be many? Could it be a flying monster made entirely out of pasta noodles? (That's a fun one to look up) You have the choice to control what may come in life. Your happiness, your love, your financial obligations and income as well as your career. Everything that directly relates to you can be created and controlled by none other than you. You are your own god...

This is not an attack at organized religion or followers of a specific group, clan, cult, or religion. This is simply a statement that applies to everyone. A statement that says you have complete control over who you are and who you want to become. It's about what is happening in your life is completely under your control. You may not be able to control the types of threats or opportunities that arise during your day to day life, but you can sure take advantage of them. Whether or not taking those advantages amounts to anything special, the fact of the matter is that you still took control of what happens in your life. I see many of my friends and random people constantly complaining about their lives or how nothing seems to be working in their favor, yet they don’t do anything to change the situation. All they seem to do is to want, want, want, but refuse to come up with any actions to get what they want.

            Every person has wants and every person has needs, but not every person DOES. I could easily (and I do) want a million dollars or need a million dollars and, though seemingly impossible, is possible given the fact that I work and strive to reach that goal. Some things that could point me in the right direction would be to find a higher paying job, but most businesses who might offer the opportunity to make that kind of money will not higher me without a certain educational background or experience needed. Now, I can either drop down or complain about it or I can go out and do something about it. I can go to college and work towards the type of degree they are searching for or the type of degree that would best suit my needs and wants, then try again. Maybe I don’t have the money to go to college. Here, once again, I can complain about it or I can go out and do something about it. Maybe get a job that would help supplement my income enough to go to school or file for financial aid or maybe take out student loans to cover my degree until I can graduate, get that job I am working to get and start paying it off until BOOM!! I work for a fortune 500 company or whatever company it is that I found the opportunity to make this money. The same could go for starting up my own business. Of course I would have to start small and work my way up, but the same stuff that I said earlier could apply to this as well.

            It all boils down to how badly you want something and what you are willing to do or sacrifice in order to reach your goals. Bill Clinton once said, “If you live long enough, you’ll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you’ll be a better person. It’s how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit, never quit.” Now, I say that you are your own god because you may pray or wish for certain things in your life and though it may be a comforting idea, it’s not going to happen unless you go out and make the changes needed to accomplish what you are wanting to happen. This isn’t to start a religious debate or a battle, it’s to show you that you are what will make these things happen. It is you who are creator and controller of your future. The harder you strive, the happier you can be. I know that if someone gives me 20 dollars, I am happy, but if I went out and I earned that 20 dollars myself, I appreciate it even more. I feel happier because I feel more confident in my abilities and it pushes me to try even harder, because now I feel I could earn more if I put in the extra work, hence the fact that I am now in my second semester of college. I wasn’t happy with my previous situation and while I may not be happy with the situation I am in now, I am proud of the fact that I am trying and every day that goes by is another step towards completing my goals for life.

            Think about where you are now in life and how you feel about it. Are you happy? Are you content? Do you think things could or should be different? Now think about where you would be if you changed a certain aspect of your life, whether it’s a different job or a higher education. Maybe even a move to a different community. The smallest changes that you make could have the largest impacts on your happiness. Taking a quote from Abraham Lincoln, “Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing.” It wasn’t until I was about 19-20 that I figured out just one little change and my life was altered completely. I moved from my little backwoods town and got a cheap apartment with my friend up here and had a part time job at Taco Bell. While it doesn’t seem like much, it changed my entire outlook on my life. I noticed how much I could really change and how much I could control, because that job was nice and I had fun, but I wasn’t financially happy. So I found a higher paying job with much better hours and was able to afford better things, including better living arrangements. I found a nicer apartment, got my own furniture and started feeling even better about myself. Then I found another job that was better and things kept looking up from there. Then I realized that if I went back to school and got a degree, that I could find an even BETTER job that I would love.

I have continued to make changes in my life and striving for the things that I want and little by little I have been reaching these goals. I am working to change my financial future and my career choices by living my credo. Those little things I do make huge strides in the life I choose to live. Same thing goes for love. I see so many people complaining about how lonely they are and how nobody wants them, but they never look at the idea that maybe no one wants to spend their life with someone who is unwilling to live their life and not rely on the attention of others to make them happy. I used to think that a complete life involved having someone to spend it with, but I never looked at the idea that my life is my own. I used to try and sacrifice things to please someone else while ignoring my future. I changed that as well and since then I haven’t been happier. After working towards pleasing myself and making my own life better, I started seeing how people were more interested in me.

            I had came to the conclusion that the more you focus on bettering yourself and not continuously searching for that special someone, while ignoring your goals, the more likely you are to find someone who shares the same interests because you’re out living your life and doing what you love. This could bring you closer to those people who share the same goals and when you find someone who does share those goals and has the same kind of outlook on life, the more likely you are to find that special someone you wouldn’t mind sharing your life with, seeing as how you already share a lot of the same interests as it is. The more likely you are to find that special balance in life that makes you feel the happiest. The less you have to sacrifice in order to reach your own happiness.

            In conclusion, it is you who controls who you are and what you become. You who controls your happiness and you love. You are your own god and you make your life worth living. There is never a need to give up or quit and it is no one else’s fault but your own if you do. Never blame anyone else for what happens to your life and never forget to give credit to those who help you, no matter how small the action or advice. You are an amazing person and the fact you are still here today shows that you are stronger than you may think. In the words of the great Theodore Roosevelt, “We must dare to be great; and we must realize that greatness is the fruit of toil and sacrifice and high courage.” No matter what happens in life, always remember, it is you who decides who you are and what you will become and the legacy you leave behind.